Wednesday, June 12, 2013

I suppose...

I suppose I have a lot to say, and a lot I don't have to say.

I guess I'll tell you that I feel a bit out of blogging as of late. I've felt a bit discouraged about my writing, but I keep trying to remind myself that first and foremost, I write for me. As an outlet.

So, I guess I'm trying to keep perspective. However, if I fail to keep it, and I just feel discouraged because I lost a follower, and because it doesn't seem as if my posts are of much value or worth, and that people just haven't been reading em like they used to, then maybe it would be healthy for me to take a break. I dunno, we'll see.

Breaks are always good.
'Cause writing without the satisfaction feeling in the pit of your stomach that you feel for the sole purpose of you yourself being proud of your own writing, is not worth very much at all.
We'll see how life pans out.
It's almost Georgia roadtrip time, and I'm beyond psyched for the being alone with the earth, hiking, mountains, cute hotels, swimming pools, comfy beds,  long outstretched roads, unplanned meals, good music, homemade, southern accents, southern hospitality, diners, country air, and all that jazz.
It'll be good for me.

One other thing I have to say and that I realized today is that;
I would like a man of class.
A Gentleman.
That's what I want my husband to be.
A classy gentleman.
I've just been thinking of the older times, and I know not allll men were gentlemen in that day and age but it sure seems as if it were more common. You know?
Like; Gatsby, Mr. Darcy, George from it's a Wonderful Life, Bert from Merry Poppins, Even Roger from 101 Dalmations.
They were just proper gentlemen who dressed nicely, had manners, and adored their women.
I want that.
I want a gentleman.
I don't want some half-witted buff surfer man or track star.
Or a person who simply is "cool".
Or a person who does everything and anything to impress.
I just want a gentleman.
And gentlemen, they don't have to put on fake personas.
They don't have to try extra hard to impress.
Because their very nature is impressive.

(Oh, and one last thing!
I've been helping out with VBS and therefore have been incredibly busy, which is why I haven't been on much besides posting.
So, sorry bout that.)


  1. Oh no, sorry that you are feeling discouraged- yes remember that you write for yourself. i love your writing! i am sure you have a lot of visitors, not many just comment. go to your stats and you'll be surprised of the numbers of views. keep going x

  2. I think we all deserve a gentleman.

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