Saturday, March 21, 2015

For now maybe a stranger...

Right now, you may be just a stranger or it's possible we may know each other. All I know is that right now our lives aren't meant to be intertwined. A lot of times I am anxious to find out who you are. A lot of times I try to pick people to fit the mold. But really, right now, I have not found somebody that I know I am supposed to be with. I do not think that now is the time. I don't know when will be the time for me to meet you or if I ever will. I feel like this a struggle present in a lot of single women's lives - waiting. But it really can be a blessing in some ways. Here at school, couples are popping up like daisies and I can tell that it's Spring. And even though sometimes I feel envious of love, there are a lot of couples that I know are not experiencing love and probably will break up in a matter of weeks. I know I don't want that. I'd rather be not in live and patiently waiting for the love of my life, than entering a relationship that I feel isn't quite love and probably won't last. God knows what He's doing, and all though it can be hard to wait, obviously His timing and will is always the best and will be the most rewarding. And don't get me wrong, sometimes I love being single. Sometimes I don't know if I'd be able to handle the pressures of a relationship. Relationships are a lot of work. I know when it's time it'll be worth the work... But right now I'm thankful and happy to be spending time focusing on God's love, my family's love and my friend's love. Their love is just as important to me ( and of course Gods love is even more important) and I think it's important to cherish that time with them because it will be different one day. It will still be beautiful, but it won't be the same when I am with the love of my life. There will be changes. Undeniably.

I just know that I'm where I'm supposed to be, and I'll be where I'm supposed to be too.
Everything in His timing.
The future is exciting and so is the present.

1 comment:

  1. Love this, girl :) It's refreshing to read a single woman's thoughts about singleness that aren't revolved around impatience and discontentment. I think the secret to a full life isn't found in someone's arms but in truly loving life as you are -- true contentment with God is what fills you.

    By the way, you WILL meet someone some day. I'm 25 and haven't found that person yet, but God just reminded me this past weekend of how unimportant WHEN that happens is. It'll happen. Just live now :)